feeling 'odd'

i have no other way to explain it, i just feel very strange today, i have been awake since around 2am, managing to get back to sleep around 7ish and then getting up at 9.30ish. ive been quite achey and crampy, when i woke up at 2am it felt like minor period cramps, my first thought when i woke up was 'my damn period is coming!!' hmm yeah ok thats not going to happen just yet, then the weeing started! i have been back and forth to the damn loo since 2am more often than you could even imagine, honestly!

i ended up getting very frustrated at around 4am, because all i wanted to do was go to sleep, but my tummy was a bit achey and every time i got comfy i had to get up to pee again! (i have no idea how much a bladder can hold, but holy shit theres a lot of wees in there!) ive said to Darryl so many times, i need a damn bedpan! (i can hear you go ewww!) its so frustrating, and with my sore hip, so hard to get comfy, that once i actually do and start drifting off to sleep, only to have to go to the loo again, which means i have to move, which hurts, i have to wake up, which sux, and yeah, very draining and pretty devestating for this hormonal, emotional, preggy woman right now!

baby has been so incredibly active today, and i think what the cramping is, is baby descending down into my pelvis more, maybe engaging i dont know, i dont remember feeling like this until i was actually in labour with Kaylee, but of course at 34 weeks, its a bit early for baby girl to come just yet! but with baby being so active, my poor puku is taking a bit of a battering! so im just having an easy day, ive done some scrapbooking, eaten some vegetable Sushi (fresh and homemade of course!) and now im drinking chocolate milk!

Kaylee is asleep in bed, and im pretty much thinking of having a wee nap myself! but yes, i do feel rather odd...

Update: 6pm

Midwife has ordered bedrest for at least the next couple of days, although i may do a sneaky and still go out to lunch tomorrow as i planned! But her orders are "dont you do a damn thing, you stay in bed and read or watch tv and let everyone else do it for you, any little change you ring me and its straight to hospital!" bossy bugger she is! so ive just ordered Pizza (Hells) for dinner and back to bed for me, days like these i wish i had a laptop so i could still go online while in bed! will update again tomorrow, but if i forget dont panic, if anything happens and its not on here, Kate will post for me on hers (wont you mate!) so if neither of us say anything, means there is nothing to be said! xxx