Ah HA moments :)

Today i had one of those "ah HA" moments, you know, the ones where you will be just going along in your own world merrily, you will be just doing your own thing, and then, THEN, you have a realization that you dont need those thoughts, you dont need that person, you dont NEED to feel that way.

Kate: you will know who im talking about here..... talk to ya soon! x




Today i was surfing through a friends BEBO page, BEBO, MySpace etcetc are all things that i havent started pages on, i have my blog here, that will do! but anyway, i was surfing through her page, then looking through her friends (heaps of old school friends of mine) and friends friends, you know how it goes, ANYWAY i stumbled across someones page, someone who i used to be close to at one time in my life, someone who i could of been a lot closer too and always regretted my actions at a certain time in my life. I come to this page, i had a nosey (as ya do) and i didnt feel anything, i didnt feel regret, i didnt feel sadness, i didnt feel anything that i thought i might of if the time came (which of course it did today) that i would see this person again.


i find this, personally, an achievement.


Im the type of person who cant let go if im the one in the wrong, i cant accept my actions and i live in a life of regret. I wallow in my own self pity and I tend to get VERY emotionally involved when i just shouldnt.


This to me, is the first step of many.


Its pretty damn refreshing!

A bit like a haircut really.

I got one of them today too :)



Small steps, small changes, my life.



My weekend has been pretty good, we havent done much, but we have done heaps, if that makes sense!



Yesterday while the guys were doing the Home Show (the Autumn home show) my SIL and I entertained all the kids, we made the gloop (cornflour and water) holy crap whatta mess! it was hilairious! so they all go bathed after that one! then we drew all over the driveway, i even (kinda) taught them how to play hopscotch, that was fun... i think i had more fun doing that than the kids did! there was drawing, and making necklaces with beads and playing with playdough, the kids had a great day and we were all buggered!!



Darryl brought Roast Dinners for everybody which we enjoyed after all the kids went to bed, and then us adults (Darryl, myself, SIL & BIL) watched Casino Royale (James Bond). it wasnt my cuppa tea, but it was nice to blob!



This morning was of course my hair cut, and really not much else, which has been a good thing really, we got a few things done, thats always nice!

Time to feed my girls :) easy dinners tonight, Spagetti on toast for Kaylee and pears and farex for Olivia... ohhh yummmm :)


Ciao :)