So over it!
i keep moaning and complaining, which sux, but i cant help it, i feel like SHIT!!! Vomiting like anything, my skin is soo spotty its unbelievable, im hormonal, cry at a drop of a hat, my emotions are through the roof. im so grateful for this baby, but man why do i have to feel like this!!!!
im refusing all invitations to go out, its just too hard, but by doing that im cutting myself off from the outside world as well, not to mention Kaylee. i just look terrible, and feel terrible and everyone who sees me is shocked at how i look. i know in a few weeks i will be fine, early pregnancy takes it out of everyone, and unfortunatly just like with Kaylee, this early pregnancy is pretty bad, im hoping when 12 weeks comes along the MS will subside, the zits will miraculously dissapear, and i will be A OK, but the reality of it is, as it was with Kaylee, that it will get even worse, up until around 32 weeks, im hoping not, but expecting it, if you know what i mean.
so if your reading this expecting me to be positive, im sorry to dissapoint, im really not positive, im just trying to get through each day at the moment, and at the same time trying to put on a front so my daughter doesnt have to see me so bad, she doesnt deserve the crap im feeling, so i really try when she is around to be Ok (apart from puking, that i cant control!) ive had so many offers to have Kaylee from various lovely people, and for that im so grateful, but she is whats keeping me going properly at the moment, if i didnt have her here during the day with me, i would be a million times worse im sure, i cry at the thought of someone coming to take her away from me, just too hard at the moment
ahhhhh preggy hormones......
im also sure i will read through this post in a few weeks time and go "man, what a dick!" lol
we all have down days.....
4 comments:
Argh *hugs* - I didn't realise you were feeling quite this bad. My offer still stands for next week - I'll come over and we can hang out. You know I love you no matter how many pimples you have or whatever!
Speaking of hormones and emotions - did you watch home and away? Joseph came home right at the end and could barely understand what I was saying "He diiiiieeeeeeed". Lol, and THEN i spilt a big glass of coke everywhere, and cried again. So not like me.
I hope that you do start to feel better very soon. It really sucks when you want something so much but it makes you miserable at the same time. xx
Hey Carla, have been reading your blog since Karen told me that the three of us are due within a week of each other.
Sorry to hear that you are feeling so bad. I, too, have had really bad morning sickness. In fact I was so bad on Monday I couldn't go to work or stand or anything.
Then I was told to get these things call sea-bands which are accupressure bands used for travel sickness and morning sickness. They are sold in chemists. There are 2 bands. You wear 1 on each wrist. There is a little plastic ball on each one that sits on your pressure points. It so reduces the nausea. In 1 day they stopped me vomiting. There is a website if you want to have a look: www.sea-band.com
I don't know if you can get them over there in NZ but if you can't and would like some, I would only be too glad to post you a pair.
It really sucks feeling this bad and I hope you feel better soon.
My blog is lumpysweightlossblog.blogspot.com if you want to let me know or just use the link on Karen's page.
Hey hun
*big hugs* I am so sorry to hear that you are feeling so crap. Both you and Kim seem to have struck the MS big time whereas I just have the constant nausea 24/7 though would give anything to have just a WEE bit of MS..
Wish we were closer so I could help out with Kaylee.
*hugs*
So sorry to hear you are feeling so crappy. Hope things pick up soon :-)
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