where does the time go!!!??

its been ages since i last posted, with SO much going on!!!

i ended up back in hospital (via emergancy ambulance) on Good Friday, after i lost the plot yet again, but with an increase of medication it seems that everything is stable again and im enjoying life and my kids, which is great

weight is STILL a huge issue for me, i just cannot shed it, and it does really get me down, but i try hard, i guess thats the main thing, a lot of people cant see past my weight though and i still find myself reminding them that i am still ME, between my weight and the BiPolar, they think im a different person, but im not, i havent changed, im still fun, and outgoing and ME!

but then i think, well if they cant see behind my labels to see who i really am, then are they really worth my friendship anyway? i think not!

ive been loving this summer weather, lots of BBQs, lots of wine, lots of laughs, its great!

The kids are brilliant, Kaylee adores her Kindy, and the hours on a Wednesday and Friday have extended which means that i have a little more time with Olivia too

Olivia started walking at 18mths, and you would never think she was a late walker, she just stood up one day and walked and has walked everywhere ever since, so cute!

well i started my business, still havent done the website, dont know if i actually want to, as i sell everything on trademe and have private orders come through all the time, and im actually enjoying doing it this way, keeping it little, it has the potential to be huge, but i really dont have the time for that, my kids come first, although it is nice to be in demand! havent done any sewing for yonks though, really need to get back into it! Busy knitting a scarf for Mum at the moment (IIII know, Carla knitting..... lol who would of thought!!!)

My Mothers Day rocked! i had an awesome day, started with a sleep in and breaky and hot chocolate in bed, got some nice new slippers (which my kids have since hidden somewhere!) and a lovely card, then we went up to Darryls parents for morning tea, met Darryls sister, BIL and kids up there and had nice family time, then when we got home again i went and got another Tattoo! i LOVE it! it means Love, Life and Loyalty

and i think thats all from me for now, just busy being a Mama really, love it!!

xxx